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AND WHAT OF SUNSET?
Let me tell you doctor, if you would have been there it would be you under psychological evaluation. It all started my first day of school and though I was new it did not take long for me to make friends. I was the only girl in this school whom was part of the gothic sub-culture. "Why would you wish to be a part of that gloomy sub-culture?" the doctor interogated. Well you see doc, I enjoy dark subjects, you could say I like liveing in shadows. As I was saying, I was the only girl in school whom was gothic, and on my first day, second period ( biology class) I met some who seamed to be exactly like me. His name was Alex. His hair was died raven black and was down to the middle of his back, just past his sholder blades. His eyes was dark and peirceing and his skin was pale and ghost like. He was tall and apeared to be built well. Alex wore clothing that apeared to be from the dark ages and with the amount of peirceings he looked like he belonged to a circus. Yet the mysteriousness alone made him attractive. I wanted to know him.
At lunch Alex walked up and asked," Casandra, where are you from." I told him of my home in L.A., how I was forced to leave because my father got a better job. How I missed all of my friends includeing my best girlfriend whom I missed the most. I told him of the trip to this horrid state and how I hated the negative looks I recieved when I first walked into school. I even told him of the cat I watched in horror as a drunk driver plowed him over as I was sitting on the porch of my new home." It sounds like you realy liked this Alex" Exclamed the doctor! Well thats why they say listen, and learn then speak. You know, every thing seamed to be great, but in all honesty meeting Alex was were my troubles began.
Well later on that day, the star quarter back of school , "Jack Allen? " Questioned the doctor."What a wonderful boy!" He exclaimed. Jack was a perv. Doc! If you would have spent much time with him you would realize that. " Well Casandra I have spent a couple of sessions with him and by my psychoanalysis he seemed to be and outstanding young man." Replied the doctor.
Where did you get your phd doc? A cracker jack box? Anyways as I was saying Jack invited me to a party at his cabin in the woods on Haloween. He told me, " everyone is going to be there including your friend Alex; it will be fun!" "Oh yeah!" I exclaimed, "whats gonna happen at this party of yours?" I interrogated. Jack replied,"Well little miss freak, enough alcohol to kill 12 elephants and various other recreational drugs. I’m giveing dolars for the best costume and I’ve hired the best caterer in town. All you have to do is show up." "How could I possibley turn you down?" I said. That night I spoke with Alex and asked if he would take me to the party. He questioned "can you handle rideing on my harley?" And of corse I said yes.
At the end of the school week I found myself more and more impaitient for the weekend to come; I was anxious to spend time in the woods with Alex. On Saturday Halloween, things were like any other day in this town, except children were running in the streets in full costume durring the day. At sunset Alex rode up, I was sitting on the porch awaiting his arrival. We left promtly and ventured what seamed like miles down an old dirt road in the forrest. When we finnaly reached our destination at the party, we saw the most beautiful old house on a hill a few minnutes away from the site. I asked Alex who lived there. "Oh just Timmy johnson, the town geek," he said. "Why do you say that, Alex," I Questioned? "Well all he does is stay at home with his cats playing with his computures." Alex sighed, " Its a rather drab existance, if you ask me." Whn we entered the cabin Sandy Green greated us. "Hi how are ya’ll doing?" "The keg is in the back, everyone is out bck waiting for the band." "There’s a band!" I looked at Alex as I exclaimed. Sandy said excitedly, " Oh yes, they are so cool, Ivan and the Demi-gods." "They play a very heavy industrial sound." She explained.
As we steped outside the back doors we saw a large group of vampires, zombies, whitches, and a few other gouls. The party goers were everywhere, some of which were already too anibriated to stand up. About this time four stoners carrying a blunt walked up and introduced themselves. "Hi my name is Amy, and this is Josh, Jill, and Buddy. We’ve seen you in school, Casandra and were wondering; do you get high?" I opened my eyes wide and said,"At least some people in this town appriciate fine herbs." Everyone laughed and Alex and I followed them to a secluded spot in the woods to smoke. Just as the blunt was lit we could hear a loud ruckus at the party.
"Don’t be startled, its just the Demi-gods warming up to the croud." Amy stated to me. There music was illureing, that I uncontrollabley got up halfway through the blunt and walked back into the croud of people. The Demi-gods was deffinately a demonous band of cultish killers. Beth the guitarist was dressed in a long black evening gown with crimson spider webbing desighns, she had long red hair and looked like a temptress. Jimmy the drummer was wearing an exicutioner suit and mask, and looked as he fit the part perfectly. And Ivan lookied like something from a Steven King novel. He was wearing leather pants, a black biker jacket and chains everywhere. He was tall and evil looking with red eyes to match. His bass seamed to play a rythem that spoke to the subconcious, and vocals that were errie and seductive. When Ivan sang all the hairs on the back of my neck stood strait up. Alex was jellous, I could see it in his eyes.
Alex asked, "Can we go for a walk?" I replied with a yes as I rolled my eyes in the back of my head. We walked fo a while when we heard a scream. We ran as fast as we could when we saw Jack ripping Sandy’s cloths off. Sandy screamed once again and Alex playing the hero type ran up to Jack and decked him. I grabbed Sandy and proceeded to help her to the party. "I thought that you and jack were a couple," I pried? Sandy exclaimed we are but he’s pissed off that I won’t have sex with him.""He says that there is no way I’m a cheerleader and still a virgin. He thought I had been cheating on him. I don’t know why it is so hard for him to understand that I am waiting for the right moment." She sobed. I did my best to comfort Sandy, but she told me he had done this before. When Alex caught up with us he had blood on his lip, he said that Jack got him with a puch but is now lieing in the dirt sleeping off the alcohol. When I tried to touch the blood, Alex suspiciously jumped back and said,"I’m fine, everything will be ok." Then he told me we was going to go back to check on Jack. When we arrived at the party Sandy said she was going to go inside to rest. I joined up with Amy and Josh. I was in the mood to get high and so I told them of the disaster that occured. They told me that this was a weekly thing with Jack and Sandy. "How could she stay with a monster like that?" I asked. "You know how it is when you are in love." Sighed Amy. "Love is blind," laughed Josh. Amy punched him for his lack of sincetivity. Meanwhile upstairs in the loft where Sandy was resting Ivan sliped in and grabbed her by the hair an dragged her to a circle in the woods where Beth and Jimmy waited. Sandy screamed in terror,"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" Ivan replied,"Well my dear, you are a virgin, this is Hallos eve and we wish to sacrifice you to our master.." He drew a sword from its sheath, removed her cloths and slit her throat. Laughing histericaly he captured every last drop of blood in a large goblet. "With this the master will certainly make us imortal," B;asted Ivan. Each of the Demi-gods drank a sip of the virgin’s blood. Then they proceeded to the old house on the hill.When they got to the house a shadowy figure answered the door, took the goblet from Ivan and drank all of the contents. "Very good Ivan, this is truely exceptional blood!" exclaimed Timmy. "Master when will you allow us to join you, When will you make us as you are now?" questioned Ivan. "Ah but you must be paitent my children, you must wait till the moon is full so that you don’t deform into the liveing dead. What you seek is to be undead. Now go back to the party and perform your second set. They’ll love the special halloween effects you’ll be provideing.’ Laughed Timmy.
Back at the party I was getting high with Amy, Josh, Jill, and Buddy when Alex turned back up. "Hey" he said," Jack was gone when I got back..." I was shocked because the party was at Jack’s house, but I didn’t think any more of it when Ivan climmed on stage and screamed in a loud demonic voice. "Do ya’ll want some more?" the crowd went wild wich seamed to please Ivan. The band began playing and out of nowhere a strange mist blew in. At that moment I decided to go and check on Sandy. Josh and Amy came with me , while Buddy and Jill stayed with Alex to whach the band. When we went upstairs Sandy was nowhere to be found. And as we strted decending down the stairs we could hear the music getting more intense, then could hear the horrifieing screams. "Whats happening?" Nervously questioned Amy. But no one knew. When we got down the stairs, Alex was there to great us. "Alex whats happening?" I inquired excitedly. " Nothing, just people getting a little rowdy." Quickly answered Alex. And as we tried to go back outside Alex stood in front of us in an intimadating way. Before I could blink he took Josh and bit into his neck. I stood their petrified as the blood poured out of Joshes neck and he fell lifeless to the floor. Amy and I hurridly fled to the back door. Alex seamed to busy with the blood at the moment to care. "Oh my god, Alex is a vampire!" I screamed to Amy. When we got to the door and opened it the most horrific sight awaited us. As the band played on a legion of vampires was attacking the crowd with furry. People were running and screaming, there was death everywhere. Amy and I could see Jill and Buddy hideing benieth a table so we called out to them," Run this way, Hurry!" But as they got close to us Alex grabbed Buddy and made him a second corse meal. Jill just barely made it inside. "What are we going to do?, they’re going to kill us for sure.", Sobbed Amy. I thought for a moment and decided it would be best to take the truck outside. We ran out the front door and headed to the truck, we got inside and started it. Then we turned the lights on and there in front of us stood Alex. I put the truck in gear and plowed over Alex. " Lets go to Timmy’s house," Said Jill, "He’ll know what to do."
So up the hill we drove to Timmy’s. We got out of the truck and ran to the door. Franticaly we rang the door bell, when a dark shadowy figure answered. "Yes may I help you girls?" We pushed him aside and ran into the house. "Close the door quickly, they are out there, they are going to get us, Hurry!" I demanded. Timmy closed and bolted the door then questioned what was happening. We explained everythingthat had occured to him, then he invitedus to go to the basement. He said we would be safe there. "Now you say vampires were attacking everyone at the party. Also you say your boyfriend was one of them yet you do not understand how he was able to walk during the day? Very interesting story young ladies, how much have you girls had to drink? Timmy laughed bluntly. "No we all saw it!" I yelled in furry. "Well I am sure you did." Said Timmy. Just then the doorbell rang. "Just a moment, I’ll return, but first I must see who is here," Replied Timmy. " Oh please don’t go sir!" I cried out. He replied." Everything is fine, everything will be ok, Timmy is here now." After he left I looked at Jill and Amy and said, " We’ve got to get out of here, he is one of them." "You are just being parinoid!" Exclaimed Amy. Just then Timmy came down with Ivan, Beth, and Jimmy. "Well now here is three people who were at this party of yours and they can fully back your story up." Timmy stated. I questioned,"how did you three get out of there?" Ivan answered, " Perhaps vampires don’t drink the blood of people who have massive amounts of coke in their body." (At the time that made plenty of since, but if I would have followed my heart Jill would still be alive today.)
"What happened to Jill?" the doctor questioned. Well as we were explaining more of the story to Timmy, Ivan grabbed and restrained me, then Beth and Jimmy grabbed Jil and Amy and restrained them. Timmy laughed a sinistar laugh as he said, "you know girls you should realy be careful whom you trust. I am the father of all those children who crashed the party. I am the one who sent them.
Oh and Alex, well he’s my favorite of the bunch. The reason that he can walk durring the day is because he wont be immortal till his 18th birthday. You see I slept with a mortal, so alex is a hybrid. And when a hybrid is born they have 18 years of day walking before they are allowed to bask in immortality. These people here, they are not vampires, they are just a cult of wanna be’s to do my bidding for an exchanege in immortality, yet they have outlived there usefulness. I think I’ll kill them first." Nervously Ivan spoke," what are you talking about Timmy, we had a deal?" " Hahaha, I don’t make deals with pathetic mortals such as the likes of you." Chuckled Timmy. " But maste you gave your word." Eclaimed Beth. " You can never trust a vampire Beth, especialy one who uses computures," I cried out. "Help us Ivan" I begged. Then in all the comotion Ivan unsheathed his sword and attacked Timmy while Beth and Jimmy untied us. But Ivan was no mach for Timmy. Timmy took Ivan and brutaly decapited him with one quick motion from his hand. Then Timmy cornered us. Jill looked at me with a solom smile and said,"run, I’ll hold him off." As we fled I looked back only to witness Timmy draining Jill’s life. When we got to the truck it wouldn’t start. Beth told us that it was no use because before they had entered Timmy’s they sabbatoged it. So we ran to the highway that was intersecting a mile down on the dirt road. Just then a shadowy figure dropped from the sky, it was Alex. " Going somewhere losers, embrace the death that comes to you, it is invitable." Exclaimed Alex. Jimmy pulled a dagger and trusted it into Alex’s heart. Alex fell to the dirt as a ritch black substance poured from his chest. And with his dieing breath he confessed, " I never asked to be this way..." And then he was gone, the onlything left was the black blood that saturated the ground.We continued to run. When we made it to the highway a car was traveling down the road. Beth jumps out in its path and the car pulled over. A familiar voice called out," What’s wrong with you I could have ran you down?’
It was mrs. Jenson my history teacher. We told her of what had happened, so she drove us to town. The next day Mrs Johnson woke us up and asked if we wanted to ride with her. We asked where but all she could say is,"you’ll find out soon enough. So out of curiousity we obliged. The next thing I know we are heading down the highway in the direction of the forrest where the privious night’s events had occurd. Then we were on the old dirt road leading to the old house in the woods. I had a strange feeling that we where going to Timmy’s. " What are you crazy," I yelled. "Well if this is ever going to end we must go back and destroy timmy." She stated with an incurageable smirk. So after Amy and I calmed ourselves we all went back to the old house on the hill. Inside we found a collection of skulls that Timmy must have kept as trophys. We ventured into the basement and found a secrert passegeway wich led to the crypt. Inside the crypt was a circle of candles burning around three coffens, one of wich must have been Alex’s. The middle coffen was where Timmy slept. When we removed the lid there Timmy layed with blood still fresh on his lips. His gut was bloated and he seamed to be in a deep sleep. " Well obviously Halloween is thanks giveing for vampires!" I jokenly stated. Everyone gave me dirty looks. "WHAT? , if you can’t have humor in tough situations how can they be delt with?" I inquired. Then Mrs Jenson pulled from her bag a silver dagger with a red rubby in the handle. She lifted the knife above her head and said an incantation then plunged the wepon into his heart. Timmy awoke, grabbed her by the throat and pulled her into his coffen. Mrs Jenson yelled,"run gilrs, run!"
Mrs Jenson must have been killed by Timmy or possibley the exposion, because I never saw her again after that night. ‘Well you still have not explained why you are here" the doctor inquired with a puzzled look on his face. Well doc, As we were leaveing, the house exploded and I felt something hit me on the head.
The next thing I remeber is wakeing up to see your face hovering over me. Amy must have brought me here. "Well my dear that is an incredible story, and its too bad that you are not going to live to tell this tale to any one else." The doctor laughed minacely. " You see my name is Dr Jonson and you killed my son."
"Gasp"
CHAMBER OF HORRORS---A SHORT STORY BY ***W.J.D.***
I awoke in a cold dark chamber to the sounds of tourchered screams.In my fear I began to sob; For not only were there the cries of men, but women and children as well.When I came to my sences I could see by touch light the rats, spiders, snakes, and all other forms of revolting creatures. My hands and feet were shackled, my bonds were attached to a chain that seemed to be hooked to a wench of some sort. Bellow me was a pit filled with horrid spikes and was ingulfed in flames. Above me was what apeared to be a fountain but a horrible odor came from the liquid that driped on my head. Still the tourchered screams rang out lout, yet they seemed to be louder, as if they were drawing near my cell. I then felt a downpour of thick liquid that fell upon my body saturating me from head to toe.The liquids putrid smell made me quezzy. The chain was lowered three feet, and I was violently flung against several spikes. The pain was unbearable, but when I thought it could not get any worse I was quickly dipped in the fire. I cried out in agony. I feared the tourcher I was recieveing and I knew that I was going to die. In a weakend state I hung helplessly weeping and moaning. I passed out from the pain.
I awoke to find myself in a dilerious state of existance ozzing with puss from the burns and laserations on my body. I ould not understand why I was still alive, nor would I have been so anxious to find out where I was if I would have thought deeper into it. "Why are you doing this?" I cried. Yet no one would answer. I did not think of the time I stole my mothers car, or the time I killed my best friend over a girl whom I did not truely know or care for. I didn’t remember the time I poisend and entire town, because the law enforcement did not give proper justice to the man who raped my daughter. Nor was I wery to the way that I killed him, by choping his penis off and chokeing him with it. The duration of my life I had commited various acts of crimes on the humanitarian level and the spiritual level. I didn’t even remember killing my daughter for elopeing with a black man.
How could I remeber, my captives druged me to a state of oblivion. I was never aware of my past. I wasn’t even aware of the day I fell into a deep sleep. Now here I am in an ominous existance, bleakly struggleing to survive. Here comes the thick liquid, which I now recognize as lamp oil. It burns my wounds, I cry out once again. Then as the previous day I was ramed into the spikes, and diped into the fire. Then ascending in flames they extenguished me. Screaming and weaping I fear my missery will never end. "Why oh why are you doing this, what did I do to diserve this?" I bellowed, yet still no ne answered. Once again from the pain and exaustion I proceeded into unconciousness.
Day Three I awoke once again in this a chamber of horrors and once again I awoke to the sounds of tourchered screams. I awoke in more terror and missery. Once again I went through the same subjection of pain and anguish. This time I cried out "Where am I?" and this time a voice answered back, "don’t you already know?" I exclaimed,"Hell no, where the hell am I?" The voice replied "Remember your life, remember your death; remeber how you lived remeber how you died, remember the cold steal when you were cut by a knife. Welcoe to your eternaty, welcome to my chamber of horrors."
Rapture...
In the begining God created the heavens and the earth. And on this earth God created the plants, the animals, the fishes in the sea, And amongst all of its creations its most glorious creation was that of Man and Woman..... But who is this "God" and why did it create us. For what purpose were we to strive an flurish and multiply? This is the storie of a miricle that can only be described as Gods will......
And all Thoses whom were of the faithful were lifted up into the heavens and felt the rapture of god, as those who were un faithful were to expierence the great day of recogning....... The armgedon.....
I was always told these stories in my youth when I was attending my catacism classes. I didnt realy know what to think of these word due to the fact that all of what I had been taught otherwise was to think rationaly, Yet this bible was full of irration stories and revelations..... I never compleetly understood what they ment until the day that they come..... The forien ones, the extra terestial beings from another planet or deminsion perhaps....
It was a cold day in december and The mist was brewing in from the south. The harbor was delightfuly beautiful on the morning of our rapture. The suns rays on the clouds brought out hues of pink fushua, yellow orange and parple all of wich gleaming off the Ocean water. The seaguls were in flight and manny ships were leaveing port to head out for what was to be a good day for fishing. The parish was getting ready for their anual visit of the arch bishop from rome.... The children were running in the streets and playing in the snow... Everythigng was peiceful and wonderful. I was sitting on my front porch admireing the view and enjoying my much needed day off from work. I had been out on the job site for three weeks working on a new building for my contractor. It was soposed to be a new office for the Dyna Corp. A large software distributor. I was sittig in my chair enjoying the cold breaze when I noticed a strange object hovering over the bay... It was nothing like I had ever seen. It reminded me of something I had read about in a science fiction novel about aliens and they’re ufo’s. I never expected to see anything like it. My wife came out on the front porch and said,"Said come look at this on the news.... Oh my god what is it?" "I dont know Mindy, but it has been hovering there few a few minutes not." So I went to see what was on the tv and aparently there were sightings of these strange objects all over the world. Aparently they were hovering over all of the Churches and places of unusualy low crime.
Just then I heard my wife scream. I ran out side and noticed people being lifted up into the object and then it moved for us. In a moments time it gathered us up and I felt a serene rush of energy come over me. The next thing that I knew is that I was floating in the beam looking at my wife with an extream calm, felling as though I had just drank a gallon of blis. Could this be I question, Nirvana..? then before I knew it we were on board the ship with hundreds of other people all contented and oblivious to why they were thre. Then I heard screams and I looked outside a large glass window and I saw people being burned alive. As we ascended I saw people running and fighting. I saw the famon and the greed we wre leaveing behind. Then I saw the sun turn black the moon turn red as blood. I saw the waters of the earth boiling and the poeple whaleing in anguish. I saw the mountans recede and the earth quaked. The stars apeared to fall from the sky and the sky rolloed up like a scroll. And then there was silence. And even though we all witnessed the horrors below, we were all raped in bliss we all were expirencig our raptue.......
SACRED FRUIT: 3/23/99
Bright and stary lights shown down on them. The mountains rumbled and exploded with furry as if the gods had a bone to pick with humanity. The winds blew in a terrible and horrifieing storm. Thunder and lightining, rain and hail; it fell on them with vengence. And then there was silence It was so quiet you could here the wreckage of the storm settle. The sun was covered by dark gloomy clouds that seamed to hover over their beutiful little island. There was two tribes upon this island, and of the two tribes were that of a young warrior belonging to the first and a princess belonging to the second. Ofr they were to be married before this the great reconing. It was their wedding night when the horindous peril came down upon both the tribes.
The warrior was in the forrest hunting for food when he came to find a large boar. He chased the swine for what seamed like miles when he had fell into the cavern. Deep within the heart of this cavern he found and underground forrest wich was lush, wonderful and full of life. There was a magnificigant steamed that seamed to come from above ground somewhere, and it seamed to be so fresh so clean so pure that the gods themselves never had it so good. He knew it must have been there to suport the underground forrest.
He ventured on past the stream when he came to a trail that led him to a large Idol. And on this Idol layed a single succulant fruit that was inviteable and tempting. The warrior who had not eaten in hours was hungry, so much so that he could not resist removeing this fruit from its place upon the Idol. So the young warrior took the fruit and begain to feast on is gloriousness. Then in a flash of light and smoke he was transported back to his village only to witness the boar he was chaseing bruitaly butcher his bride to be. In raged he attaced the boar and killed it with his bare hands, then ate from its uncooked flesh and drank from its blood. Then came the storms, winds, smoke, fire and distruction.
A loud hypnotic voice spoke out over the island," Because of you insolent warrior, you, your tribe, and the tribe of your dead bride will all perish in tragedy. You yourself will never know what love life and death can bring for I snetence you to oblivion." Then the volcano erupted and destroyed every man woman and child on the entire island. The there was only silence.
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The___Battle___Within!
4/3/01 William Joseph Dorsett
I awoke to find myself in a white padded room, strapped down in my strait jacket with the fresh smell of leather. I scream,"Help me, I am not crazy, I don’t belong here." Then in comes a nurse who injects me with morphine, I slowly lose my grip on conciouness. I remeber the dreams I had while I was sleeping for they were to terrifying not to: I was stoleing down a long winding path that seemed to head to knowwhere. Along this path I met several characters that seemed to be lunatics in the makeing, with all their talks of love and fear. I could not understand what all the fuss was about, though for some strange reason I wished I would have had this dream years ago.
Further down this path in my dream I came to a forked road with two characters standing along the separate directions. The first character was a grimiceing creature with blood red eyes, sharp teeth and a dark chaotic smile. This charcter was standing on the left side, and he becconed me to follow him. The character to my right was a beautiful being of luminesity and had a warm comforting smile. This chacter patienbtly asked me to be sure of where I am going before I move forward. The left path had jewls and ritches beyond my wildest dreams, while the right path only had a forrest with flowers and fruit. I chose the left path for I was never too fond of flowers and I was afraid of the forrest. To my surprise I had chose the wrong path for when I got to the end I found that I was going nowhere. For there was nothing at the end of the path with the jewls and riches. "Too late" A demonic voice rang out in lughter,"youve been caught by your greed and fears."
Just then I awoke to the sound of a familliar voice. It was the doctor who gives me my therapy, Jake Marona. "Dr. Mariona, why am I here?" I asked impaitently. "Well, I will remind you that you checked yourself into our hospitial due to the voices within your head" The Dr. Responded. " You told me that you wouldn’t have been so worried about it if you had not given in to the dark voices that becconed you to do terrible things, like rape your girlfriend."
I begain recolecting things of my past and was mortified of the thinbgs I rembered. It was as if I was going through a fearce battle within myself. On one side I was the loveing peaceful man I grew up to be, anbd on the other side I was a terible beast full of fear, anger, greed, and lust. I remeber all the things I was taught as a child; the love, the careing, the kindness to others. I remeber going to nurseing homes and spending time with elderly people whom have not even seen their fammilies in manny years. I remeber when I used to go on walks with my grandfather and he would tell me of all his adventures when he was younger. I remember what I felt when I met my wife. But those feelings didn’t last due to her adulterous ways. I remeber the first time I heard the voices, as though it was yesterday.
"You won’t be a victom anymore, take your life into your hands. The beauty exist all around you. It is wicked, it is evil, it distracts you from what you realy want. Destroy the beauty in life and life will be ordered." The voice spoke distructively. Yet my councious pleeded with me don’t listen to the other voice. When I lost my job at the bank the dark voice told me to torche the place, and so I did, laughing histericaly as it burned to the ground. The voice told me to steal a porche, and once I did it told me to drive it into the river just for the fun of it. The voice told me to do a plethera of mischeif through out the years, and with every pleasurable moment I did as the voice said. But in all this chaos I was createing inside myself I did not realize just how wrong I was for listening to my ego.
It wasn’t until I raped and almost killed my beloved Lacey, that I realized the insanity that I was going through. After I had my hands around her neck a voice deep within me cried out," Stop what you are doing, this is not what you want." I burst into tears full of regret as I relased lacey from my grasp. She forgave me for it, I guess true love is the ability to forgive someone for their mistakes. So here I am now in this hospital.. Doc. What is going to happen to me? "Well You must compleete the battle inside yourself, you must help the real you defeat your ego." But how do I do that. "Well my friend that is all up to you, for only you can decide, How to win the battle within."
The Song of Eternity: (this is an ongoing story which many people will take part in and will devolpe over time. I William Joseph Dorsett will begin this story. I will initial each paragraph which has been written by myself.)
In the begining there was darknesss, oblivion, empty space filled with nothingness. The awakend the sleeping god of light and it looked out into the bleak and gloomy existance and saw that there was nothing. Quickly this being of pure energy grew board of this existance and felt a great lonelyness creap upon it. So out of the energy’s bordom it created the god and goddes, positive and negative, who had spwawned children of their own.
Now the god and goddes that was created had reighn over a portion of the emptyness which was given to them. So in there space they created the milky way. And in this the milky way they created many solar systems. And then they created the solar system in which we live in. They sent out two of there children to have reign over our solar system, and those two created earth and the sun and the moon along with the other planets involved in our system. And coiencedently the goddes chose to reside in the moon and the god in the sun. Then with great beauty they joined together and made love createing all life on the earth, the plants, the animals, the insects. All liveing things were spawened from their love. So there love manipulated itself and slowly began evolveing into what is and has been over the centuies. (W.J.D)
TO KILL SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL?
And what ws it I was so afraid of? I kept running yet I could not concieve why. Running further and further away from what I have always know for what? I kept running from place to place without any clue of where I was going, where I had come from, or why I was running. I ran into a forrest with lush greenery that stole my attention, and inhibited my fear. This forrest was filled with such beauty that I could not control my impulse to stop and admire it. The birds were singing a angelic song as the squirels danced and played on the limbs of trees. The sky was calm and peaceful, yet I once again fell into my fears. "They are going to find me and kill me!" I thought to my self. So I decided to venture deeper into the forrest, for I had figured the further in I go the harder it would be for me to be found. So I began my journey into the unknown, hopeing to find the answers to the mysteries from which I ran.
It was nearing sunset when I found my way to a latge stream amidst the enchanting valley, past the forrest which I had stoped to admire earlier in my day. I decided to make camp. I had my mess kit out and lit a fire, to cook with. I decided that I would save what little rations I had for I was worried I would run out if I used them when I had an ample amount of fresh fish in the stream. I cast my fishing line in and at first cast I caught a ten pound big mouth bass. " This is more than enough for dinner I" I thought to myself. After eating my dinner I began to read a file which I had found while I was unpacking my bag for the evening. The file read as such.
*(Oct. 1 1996. This is a highly confidential military operation, only to be read by athorized individuals. Clearence red 5.
Journal of professor Roundtree
I have been Working on and expirement where indeviduals can be hypnoticaly programed to do specific work for the government, then these subjects can hav the knowledge of the objectives at hand erase from their memories. The expirement is simply the most ingenious accomplishment I have made.
I cannot fully understand why the government hired me to do this job, but I fear if I ask too many questions, they have all the information they need from me to exterminate me. Oct 20th 1996, I recently discovered that there is a flaw in the expirement. The subjects that undergone erasure have a recal in there memory, though they do not conciously remeber anything in detail, when put through hypnosis, they have full memory of all events that have occured in their life. I have decided to further this study to find out how, and why they rember such things. Oct 31 1996 I have descovered that the individual that is under hypnosis, is speaking with their soul, they have momories of their past lives, the after life and what their purpose is, and the knowlledge of the universe. I have been running expirements with the subconcious, and I found very startiling reasults that prove the statment I just made. I decided to put one of my subjects in a room a good 100 yards away from the other subject. I then Put two video cameras one in each room. My next step was to inform the subject in room a that I would ask the subject in room b a question, subject in room a was then to answer the question without me being present in room a. The results were astounding, for all questiopns which I asked were answered. There is no way subject a could have heard me ask subject be the questions. Further more I discovered that the soul had many othe tallents than just telipathic speach. I discovered the subjects under hypnosis could move objects with their minds, teleport from one room to another, even slow the speed of time down. This is truely asome power. Nov. 6 1996, I am about to run the expirement on myself, I need to erase all documentation on the past expirewments for this cannot get in their hands, the government would use this for their own pursonal goals. That could create disaster. Nov 15 1996, I have destroyed all files on my reasearch except this one. I will mail this file to my alias so that I can learn what I have done when the time is right. I will undergo my own expiremnet of mind erasure tommorow morning so that the government cannot track me easily, nor will they be able to uncover my neawly found secrets.
To you john williams, you are me, I am you. I made this alias to protect you from yourself and all that you know deep inside your mind. Keep this knowledge as far away from them as possible. You’ll need to find Jim Davis somewhere in the redwood forrest, he will inform you of what to do next. Remeber, be careful with the knowledge we share for you are the worlds only hope for salvation.)* --- professor Brian Roundtree
" OH my I am a proffesor. Know wonder I have been running all this time. This kind of knowledge would kill all that is beautiful. Is that the governments plan, to kill something beautiful?"
The next day I gathered my things cooked breakfast and headed futher into the redwoods. If I was going to find out more on this situation I would have to find Jim. " How do I know Jim anyways", I thought to myself. As I journied deeper into the forrest I pondered this question, and before too long a came to a cliff that overhung a beatuful serene lake. I decided that I had to find a way down the cliff. After searching for thirty minutes I found a man made staircase which led rightdown to the bottom of the lake, and to my surprise I found what apeared a small fishing boat. I decided I would use it to cross to the other side. Whne I steped in the engine started all by itself and headed in the direction I wanted to go. This startled me and I was to petrified to evacuate the boat. Not long after I came to my senses I notice the boat was slowing down in the middle of the lake. "What the hell is happening" I causualy questioned to myself. The next thing I know the boat was caught by something, then aparently a force shield of some type surronded me, then I was imediatly pulled underneith the surface of the water. By this point my heart was raceing with anxiety, and I feared what was going to happen next. Yet to my surprize I was taken to an underwater labratory.
When I arrived inside, I was greated by a beautiful woman who had introduced herselve as Melonie Baker. "I am Dr. Jim Davises assistant, he’s ben expecting you." She said with a peaceful smile. She then took me to my room, she said that I would have to wait till Jim got back for he had important matters to attend to.So I lied down and rested for a while.
When I woke up I smelled the aroma of Ittalian food cooking, and being that I was hungry I followed my nose into the dinning area. On the table was a freshly cut salad topped with ceasar dressing and parmasean cheeze. Along with freshly cooked lasagna, and fried calamari. I sat down and got my self a very perportionate plate. Just then I heard a familliar voice say," your not hungry are you old pal?" It was Jim! I stoped devouring my meal and ran up to him and said, You sure are a sight for sore eyes. It must have been hearing his voice that triggered my memory of him cause it all fludded back into my mind. "So Brian has it been a dificult jourmey," Jim Questioned. So I told him all about my expieriences and the fact that I didnt even know who I was or what I was running from until I had found my way to the forrest and set camp. "So jim could you bring me up to date on the situation," I asked. "Well old friend many things have been happening lately with the military. I feel as though they have hired someone to take over our reasearch. They hae found a way to recover some of the information that Dr. Davis had implanted in his brain. Yet we dont know how much information has been uncovered. But now that you are here, Brian, I feel that were going to figure out a way to stop this before it gets out of hand." "Well Jim, I have been thinking and we need to find a way to get the files along with the disc that you have to the geneva convention headquarters. Once we ahve that acivement we will be able to get there assistance in stoping this nonsince. If not we will destroy the information that is on the disc and the files and then no one will be able to finish the work. Then if they try to get the info from ius if we cant go into hidein forever then we’ll just have to erase that portion of our memories permanately."
"But how are we to get to the convention without being detected," Jim asked. "Well I feel that we should split up from here, and we should have a rondevous point near the airport once we meet there we should transfer the information into Melonies possetion and alow her to take the information to the convention while we dray the military’s attention towards us. Once Melonie is safely on the plan then we will find an alternative rout to geneva.." I stated. "Sounds like a stable plan to me,Brian, We should get started first thing in the morning."
The next day we ate breakfast and set out on our own separate ways. I decided that I would head through the valey for I felt that I would meat someone there who could give insight on the militay’s activities. As I ventured further into the vley I found A group of people who were setting up camp and one of them looked familiar so I decided to go and introduce myself. As I steped in closer I realized that the familiar man was an old collige of mine, Danial Thorp. Danial was the head scientest over the hypnotism part of our reasearch and decided to stay with the military to keep a close watch on their activity until we had derived a solution to the problem. Hello my friend I called out to the camp, Danial greated me with a warm smile and said," Well look what the cat has dragged in." HE seamed to be unusualy happy to see me. I dragged him asode to ask him questions of the plot the military has and to find out where they were getting there knowledge from, alos to see how much they know. "Well Brian, the military is only able to do mild hypnosis but they are unable to arase the memories of the subjects that they are using. They are desperately trying to find you and Jim. They want the information you have on disc, they have been threatinging to lock you and Jim up as well as any others who are hideing this information. They say that it is government property and a breach in national security." I felt his anxiety as he was explaining the situation to me. Yet I knoew that everything would be ok. So After he explained it all to me we ate dinner and I thatnked him for the knowledge and made my way onward.
I met up with Jim and Melonie a couple of days later and we gave the file and disc to her and watched her board the plane to Geneva. Then as we were leaveing the airport we were confronted by A sargent in the marrines. "Hold it right there," the sargent demanded. He the escorted us to his jeep and transported us to a remote military base in the desert. There he escorted us to a small interogation room inside the base. HE left us in the room to wait. It seamed like hours had passed when a General entered the room with two heavly armed gaurds. The General sat in his chair and lit a cigar and proceeded to interogate us. "Where are the files on the hypnotic programing sesssions?" He forcefully asked. "We burned them and destroyed all disk that contained the information of those sessions. Then we erase our own minds so that you wouldnt be able to ge the procedures from our brains." I stated willfuly. "Well I guess we will see if you are telling the truth." The General boasted, then he left the room and we were escorted to a medical room inside the base. We were then straped into two bed designed much like that of the beds we had for our expirements. They gave us both a shot of morphine, just enough to put us in the subconcious level. After that they probed our minds for a while to find that we did erase and destroy all files. After they learned if our actions, they found out one deail thayt we forgot to erase, the files which we sent with melonie to geneva. So after they gained what they wanted to kno the released us back into the desert where we walked for hours before makeing it back into town.
Whne we made it back to town we decided to get ourselves a drink, eat supper and retire for the night. The next morning we checked out of our hotel and ate breakfast. Durring our meal we noticed many armed transports moveing out of town and heading towards the marine airport. As we left th resterant we met a man named Jake Lawler. Jake told us he was an intellegence operative who was to keep an eye out for us. HE also told us of the governemnts plans to recover the research files. When we asked him who wanted us to be tailed he just smiled and said, "Don’t worrie I am watching out for you, everything will be fine." Then he walked off with a comfortable smile. After learning of the militaries plans we decided to split up and take two different planes both headed elsewhere than geneva, to give Melonie extra time. I arrived at the London airport and prepared to head to geneva, Jim was sopose to land in paris at the same time I arived in london. Whne I boarded the plane for geneva I had a premenition that something was wrong but my exahustion overided my fears and I went to sleep. Whne I awoke I was in geneva, so when I was able to get off the plane I went strait for the hotel that Jim and I were soposed to meet Melonie at. Just as I turned the corner I heard shots ring out and I ran faster only to turn another corner and witness Jim laying on the ground covered in blood. I did not see the shooter so I went to Check to see if jim was still alive. When I got to him he said with his final breath, "They followed me hear and when I noticed them It was too late, you have got to get to melonie before they do. Remeber They are in this for corrupt reasons. But dont worrie everything is gonna....." Before he could finish what he was saying he let out his last gasp of air as he passed on from this life to the next. So I ran toward the hotel and headed to the room melonie was staying in. Just then I heard a shot ring out and I felt a sharp burning pain in my leg. I fell to the ground and Cried out. I turned to witness the general pointing a magnum at my chest. He said, " this can all be avoided if you just give me those files." "Never! You killed jim didn’t you, you bastard?" I yelled viciously. And As the General took aim I heard a shot ring out and I knew I was done for, but miraculously I saw The general fall to the ground dead in his tracks. And slightly behind where the general stood I saw Jake. "I told you everything is going to be alright, I just wish I could have found this place sooner." He said in a solom voice. "Jim gave his life for a good cause, He died bravely." I sAID. AND SO I MET Up With melonie and all three of us took the files to the convention where they dilerberatedd for three hours before reaching their decision. " We the people of geneva have decided that the information contAINED IN THESE FILES SHOULD BE STORED UNDER time lock and should not be re diliberated untill one hundred years from now. Perhaps the world will be ready for such a finding by then." And so Melonie and I left geneva and headed back to america. I became close to Melonie and a year later her and I got married. We are now working on a teleportation device in Jims secret lab under the lake, and Melonie I are expecting a little jim next year, so everthing worked out just fine....... But there will always be those who beleave to kill something beautiful is the way. They will be hear misunderstanding the universe untill the end of time......... Yet everthing will work itself out, It always does. For that is the way of the universe.......
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